a week ago..

a week ago..

when there were a happiness in me and jads. well..this is my first time after 6 years.. intro..yeah the intro usually must come out with hi, hello, date, etc2..
ahh what? continue it now lah awin.. ok..ok..

at this moment..

dont u ever cry in here.. how? when i express my feeling, for sure i will cry.. ops..not about everything la.. erm..but bout this thingy. hmm..okay okay..lets start it now awin..

ahh..a call..from jads..hurmm..worried eh? hehe..well now a thin smile on my face.. thanks God!
ok ok..lets start!

dunno la aiyah! hurmm..ok..now i am at office..not doing my work but..creating my new blog..why? i want to express my feeling..why is it? hurmm..coz there's a person who dont want to hear me.. i am "mak nenek" remember tat awin? yeah.. :( ok ok..dont start awin! let it go!

OK !!!!!!

enuf enuf!! whats the nonsense am i talking now? eh? writing laa..haha ok ok..ngok ngek tul!
dig in myself..deeper n deeper..! am i unable to express it now? plss..i beg u awin..let it go ! dont think about this "sedih2' thingy! ok? ok...

ok..last nite i went for a big fight again with him. what a mess..! yea yea..i am guilty..maybe? but.. cant i have my own feeling bout what im thinking for this thing - relationship.. im in love now..honey! really..i dont lie.. i can see future with him..but..why ? ahhhh! dowan to think why.. im juz plain tired of love! broken my own heart! isit my fault also? no no noo..no at all..yea yaa..but not at all !

hurmm..enuf lah..hehe..actually when trying something new, for sure there's a problem kan? nemind..

see...!can u see tat?! suddenly a popup ym window from a long time ago fren..where the hell on earth he came from? suddenly appeared on my pc screen? oppss an office pc..hehe.. ok ok..this guy so menyebok lah.. forget bout him win..ok ok ..haih!

stupid u ! weeee...why u buzzing him ngok? ahhh juz wanna be a friendly person maa..he juz now saying tat im so sombong! since im with..jads:) what the heck! but err..maybe agaknye..hehe *shy* no laa..!

ok ok..hmm..so susah to start eh..nemind..go n try ur very best awin..! malaysia boleh! r u malaysian? hahaha..ye la ngok! no no..im mexican..hehe..kidding.! haih! i rotan u win! start now lahh..!!!

yelah yelahh..nak warm up dulu pun takleh..huhu!

alahh..to be continue a eh? pleazinggggg !

YEA YEA YEA...!~

err..hehe.. ;)