Ya Tuhan..

Jika masih ada kasih dan sayang untukku, kumohon padaMu, tunjukkan lah..tunjukkanlah padaku.

Ya Tuhan..

Jika lelaki ini masih menyayangiku, tetapkanlah kasihku padanya walau terpisah masih bersama..masih utuh..masih suci..masih agung..

Ya Tuhan..

Jika lelaki itu menyayangiku, kumohon berilah petunjuk Ya Tuhan..aku rindukan belas ihsanMu.. aku perlukan pertolonganMu ya Rahman..

mourning..

Am I ready for another life test? Another phase? Or is it a fate? I am confused. I just love whatever that happen now but at the same time I feel guilty. Very guilty to this two particular person. It is supposed 'us' to feel it together.
I am hoping for a miracle. Ya Allah please give me some clear insight. If this is what have been set for me, I sincerely will accept it..but I am afraid..

hurt, pain, feelings, stupidity

"Funny" thing about feeling is; once it hits you, it hit you fucking hard and you are all welcome to feel the fucking pain in your chest! You can't do anything. Work, think, eat, do your toilet stuff. You only feel pain and stupid and weak and helpless. It is just a fuck feeling. FUCK! I hate this feeling!

"orang berbudi kita berbahasa"

cerita pagi tadi ni, masa sampai kerja kat parking sekolah ade sorang parent ni suka block parking yg kosong dgn alphard dia yg besar tu. (sebenarnya mmg spot dia hari2 hantar anak dia n parking kat situ, sama ada block empty parking space or parking kat tempat staff) selama 20-30mins. selalunya akan mengakibatkan jem dan sesak sbb kereta staff xleh park and lalu kat laluan tersebut. nak jadikan cerita, dia buat benda sama dikala aku yg nak parking. sblm tu aku dh tegur dia utk remove his car dan telah men"ohh too bad"kan aku dgn cara sangat kuang hajaunye dan telah memparking keretanya di situ dan keluar. *please note ye, waktu pagi parent tidak boleh park kereta dlm kwsn parking staff because of limited parking space. Just drop their child kat fetch/drop area je. Teacher akan tunggu.

Jadi aku pun block la beliau. aku tunggu je guard panggil utk aku remove kereta aku (sbb parent ni nak balik). aku kalau dh masuk ofis mmg bz x sempat nak turun. dekat setengah jam la dia tggu aku. bila aku smpai utk remove my car, dia tanya knp aku lambat. Aku balas la dgn muka toya "ohh too bad because I was stuck with parents meeting in my office" ok muka beliau merah padam.

tujuan aku cerita ni bukan nak bangga aku bls kekurang hajauan beliau tapi kdg2 org mcm ni harus diajar. moral of the story, walaupun mmg sekolah sedia maklum kamu org kaya but it doesnt mean kamu bole menyukahati utk tunjuk perangai org kaya di sekolah or dimana2 sahajalah. tolong respect sesama manusia.

sekian.

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