hello, yesterday i went to the company which i will start work with next month (IBNSB) to collect my offer letter..phewww..!! done..! i was confirmed to start working there soon..well there's a slight changes for the name of my post. "Business Development Executive". yes, that is the post thats clearly wrote in the offer letter not as what i told in my previous post. well, the name are different but the jobscope is still the same. huh! what a big responsibility will i carry soon.. nevermind. im a challenger. i love to take the challenge for the sake of my goodself. i were bless with this rezeki even i was a bit disapointed before coz i was thot that i will never get a job in this short time.
i want to escape from current company coz i felt a lil bit insecure with the business and there is something to be ponder - is this company will be lasting as the current jobscope they are doing a lil bit illegal somewhere.. i ..just dont know..well its not that i am selfish but i have to do something for my self. there's a few staff which reported the same time with me are already resigned for good. so what else i am waiting for.. is it important to be a loyal staff whenever there's something that we can feel wrong somewhere?? we as a worker do have our right is it? well, so i am.. i just follow my heart and for the other reason are im a bit bored working here. its like im not gonna go anywhere.. its not something like "kutuk" NOT! but its just looking for security and more personal achivement for myself.
hmm...i think tats all for now.. i am now thinking on what is the best way to tell my boss the reason for my resignation coz i am very confidence that there will be a problem for them (even not much) if i tender my resignation soon. coz they have no more staff after me. such a pity but i have no choice tho..im leaving for good..
cheers!
Friday, June 15, 2007
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
happie happier happiest!
hey, at last..a dream job of a lifetime...(poyo je kan..) YES! i got the job yeay!
less in a month time i will switch my boring kinda work into something that really interesting i will ever do!
"Conference Sales Executive" that is the post i will soon designate..hehehe..cheh! i never ever do sales before but i did found this job really interesting! PLUS, the incentive that i will earn each time i assign new client/company for (1) conference organize by our company is s0o0o0o0ooo catch my interest to join this organization. Thanks Allah for this bless rezeki! Alhamdulillah...I will kerja rajin2 eventho i understand that this company required a motivated, fast learner and really2 hardworking staff.. i must discipline myself in order to be the best for myself and Jads! i wont disappoint people who loved me..i wanna be a person who really can improve myself as highest level as I can!
ohh, not forget to inform..Jads will soon also get new job for himself..insyaAllah..i really2 hope that he will get that job. things is difficult for us all this while.. i hope everything will change.. :)
cheers!
less in a month time i will switch my boring kinda work into something that really interesting i will ever do!
"Conference Sales Executive" that is the post i will soon designate..hehehe..cheh! i never ever do sales before but i did found this job really interesting! PLUS, the incentive that i will earn each time i assign new client/company for (1) conference organize by our company is s0o0o0o0ooo catch my interest to join this organization. Thanks Allah for this bless rezeki! Alhamdulillah...I will kerja rajin2 eventho i understand that this company required a motivated, fast learner and really2 hardworking staff.. i must discipline myself in order to be the best for myself and Jads! i wont disappoint people who loved me..i wanna be a person who really can improve myself as highest level as I can!
ohh, not forget to inform..Jads will soon also get new job for himself..insyaAllah..i really2 hope that he will get that job. things is difficult for us all this while.. i hope everything will change.. :)
cheers!
Friday, March 16, 2007
everywhere...chaos!
hmm hello..hai..readers!
err..urghh..hmm..i think its been a long time after my last post huh?!
hmm..yeah..i got no time to write actually..so bz with things i dont actually aware of it that came into my life at this time..its a long2 story..
first, there's an internet problem at my office (oohh forget to inform, me at cc while writing this topic..with my clothe wet n me self got migrain since last 2 days..urgghh~!!*sigh*) after the changes of billing owner for the phone line..this is automatically will temporarily off the internet line which they( the TM & their slow technical staff told me..) said will continue online after 3 working days.. what the heck !! at last, until this second we dont receive any internet line in our office..there's no connection at all..ohh yea..and..maybe coz there's a few biggy problem coming in after that..hmm..
i'm in dilemma now..dont know wat to do..i am in future will be unemployed.. :(( hmm.. there's a few problem at my working place...chaos everywhere ..my office will be shifted to somewhere in subang or shah alam..arghh! juz dont want to know..its juz tat..its too far for me to go work there..and i have no choice..have to resign n find new other job that might takes few days( if im lucky) or a few months or mayb a year to get new job !! ( ohhh!! im a dead meat!!!)
hurmm..its a bad bad moment for me..got damn bad fever this few days..me n jadam..both got sick..so pity us.. :( ohh uhmm..mayb a bit lucky coz there's a person that will be with me if i get myself jobless soon.. :( jads jads..thanx a lot honey..! thanx coz be with me now.. im so bless..!
ooh God..i really hope things will change soon..i hope will get job not so late coz i dowan to depends on jads..and other person maybe..hurmm ..so sad ! i will try my very best to find new job..and struggling to go for interview..! ohhh ..i really hope things and situation will change soon.. lately so many "ujian" that come into my life..i juz have to be rational, "redha" and find the solution.. ;( its okay.,.its a test for me..its a test awin !remember that!
hmm okay ..i feel so cold..and i dont feel okay..feel like wanna have my blanket and have a nap.. my cloth are wet and i might get flu tonite.. i have to go to doc and get some medicine for me and jads..
until next time..
bye all..
err..urghh..hmm..i think its been a long time after my last post huh?!
hmm..yeah..i got no time to write actually..so bz with things i dont actually aware of it that came into my life at this time..its a long2 story..
first, there's an internet problem at my office (oohh forget to inform, me at cc while writing this topic..with my clothe wet n me self got migrain since last 2 days..urgghh~!!*sigh*) after the changes of billing owner for the phone line..this is automatically will temporarily off the internet line which they( the TM & their slow technical staff told me..) said will continue online after 3 working days.. what the heck !! at last, until this second we dont receive any internet line in our office..there's no connection at all..ohh yea..and..maybe coz there's a few biggy problem coming in after that..hmm..
i'm in dilemma now..dont know wat to do..i am in future will be unemployed.. :(( hmm.. there's a few problem at my working place...chaos everywhere ..my office will be shifted to somewhere in subang or shah alam..arghh! juz dont want to know..its juz tat..its too far for me to go work there..and i have no choice..have to resign n find new other job that might takes few days( if im lucky) or a few months or mayb a year to get new job !! ( ohhh!! im a dead meat!!!)
hurmm..its a bad bad moment for me..got damn bad fever this few days..me n jadam..both got sick..so pity us.. :( ohh uhmm..mayb a bit lucky coz there's a person that will be with me if i get myself jobless soon.. :( jads jads..thanx a lot honey..! thanx coz be with me now.. im so bless..!
ooh God..i really hope things will change soon..i hope will get job not so late coz i dowan to depends on jads..and other person maybe..hurmm ..so sad ! i will try my very best to find new job..and struggling to go for interview..! ohhh ..i really hope things and situation will change soon.. lately so many "ujian" that come into my life..i juz have to be rational, "redha" and find the solution.. ;( its okay.,.its a test for me..its a test awin !remember that!
hmm okay ..i feel so cold..and i dont feel okay..feel like wanna have my blanket and have a nap.. my cloth are wet and i might get flu tonite.. i have to go to doc and get some medicine for me and jads..
until next time..
bye all..
Monday, February 12, 2007
what the heck!
I had a discussion with my frens thru ym conference juz now regarding the PD gath .. its so messy with everybody trying to give self opinion, lotsa question without concentrate to the real agenda tat we wanna discuss actually...hurmm..*sigh*
i juz dont understand why there is some people tat sometimes really wants to get attention from everybody..huh..ahh nevermind..i juz dont care actually but the thing is now..why i was really upset tat some people think they can do anything they want without let another to say anything..i am so sick with it!
Another thing is there's a people who really 'love' to make a joke of somebody's excuse ( its a real excuse; a good reason okay?!) but then in return, she/he her/himself will get mad if other ppl make joke of her/his excuse.. what the heck!!! i juz really2 sick of it..when ppl got pissed off of what has she/he done, she/he will says tat its juz a joke although she/he also could not accept it if tat happen to her/him. this is what we called "cakap tak serupa bikin" or the meaning for it is juz know to talk only but dunno how to execute it. (hihihihi, bole tak?) arghhhh!!! God! pls gimme some more patient in myself.. Amin..
to all my fren, this is what i feel. maybe i am also got my bad side. i am a hot temper person..yea.. i have to admit tat. but there's no temper will subsist if there's no provocation. please..juz please remember this. i would not trying to aggravate ppl if i could sense the outcome. the fact is, provocation is no good at all.. yes? there's no benefit we could get from it.
ahh i think tats all for now.. i were disturbed by my officemate who wants to eat badly. lapa sangat agaknye.
have to stop here.. buhbye..~!
i juz dont understand why there is some people tat sometimes really wants to get attention from everybody..huh..ahh nevermind..i juz dont care actually but the thing is now..why i was really upset tat some people think they can do anything they want without let another to say anything..i am so sick with it!
Another thing is there's a people who really 'love' to make a joke of somebody's excuse ( its a real excuse; a good reason okay?!) but then in return, she/he her/himself will get mad if other ppl make joke of her/his excuse.. what the heck!!! i juz really2 sick of it..when ppl got pissed off of what has she/he done, she/he will says tat its juz a joke although she/he also could not accept it if tat happen to her/him. this is what we called "cakap tak serupa bikin" or the meaning for it is juz know to talk only but dunno how to execute it. (hihihihi, bole tak?) arghhhh!!! God! pls gimme some more patient in myself.. Amin..
to all my fren, this is what i feel. maybe i am also got my bad side. i am a hot temper person..yea.. i have to admit tat. but there's no temper will subsist if there's no provocation. please..juz please remember this. i would not trying to aggravate ppl if i could sense the outcome. the fact is, provocation is no good at all.. yes? there's no benefit we could get from it.
ahh i think tats all for now.. i were disturbed by my officemate who wants to eat badly. lapa sangat agaknye.
have to stop here.. buhbye..~!
the story tat i omit..
err..hehe..not to say i did it on purpose..to be exact i forgot :"> ehehe..
okay...i was forgot ok? sorry :p im only a human..hahaha..eyy..dah aa..write it faster awin!
okay the story begin..
friday last week me and jads went for movie at times square GSC..we had dinner at kenny roger's b4 go to cinema..we look at the time and both were agreed to watch "Unseeable" the Thai horror film. its a quite nice film..full of shock & disgust..huh! at first i tot i will start screaming at every scene tat can makes me terrified of it..but luckily no..hehe..if not, mayb jads wont sit with me..hehehe :p
the thing is, not the movie making us bored..yeah the starting was a bit slow..but the main thing is the movie hall was not cool..mayb the aircond got 'rosak' or something..so bored watching movie in a hot ( not really, but its not cool okay?!) condition..huh! jads have bought me a new sweet sweater ( thanx sayang !) coz dowan me to get wintry in theater..but there's no even a fan ! ahahaha! what am i expecting? a fan? hehehe..kiddin..but yeah ..the GSC management should've aware of this i think..coz its not juz me and jads in there..there's so many ppl also come and watch the movie okay..? and there's another one..the screen was half showing when the movie start its screening..fortunately there's somebody who go and tell movie show controller (i think) to fix it.. well this is a complaint from me as a "responsible" customer.. ehem ehem! ;P
alrite..without conscious, the movie was actually takes about 2hours. the show's end at 11.30pm..
huh! what a hot ( not really, but its not cool okay?!) condition in there! but we already paid so we have to watch it! luckily the story was good.
hurmm .. okay i think tats the story tat im not on purpose omit it..hehe..
bye :)
okay...i was forgot ok? sorry :p im only a human..hahaha..eyy..dah aa..write it faster awin!
okay the story begin..
friday last week me and jads went for movie at times square GSC..we had dinner at kenny roger's b4 go to cinema..we look at the time and both were agreed to watch "Unseeable" the Thai horror film. its a quite nice film..full of shock & disgust..huh! at first i tot i will start screaming at every scene tat can makes me terrified of it..but luckily no..hehe..if not, mayb jads wont sit with me..hehehe :p
the thing is, not the movie making us bored..yeah the starting was a bit slow..but the main thing is the movie hall was not cool..mayb the aircond got 'rosak' or something..so bored watching movie in a hot ( not really, but its not cool okay?!) condition..huh! jads have bought me a new sweet sweater ( thanx sayang !) coz dowan me to get wintry in theater..but there's no even a fan ! ahahaha! what am i expecting? a fan? hehehe..kiddin..but yeah ..the GSC management should've aware of this i think..coz its not juz me and jads in there..there's so many ppl also come and watch the movie okay..? and there's another one..the screen was half showing when the movie start its screening..fortunately there's somebody who go and tell movie show controller (i think) to fix it.. well this is a complaint from me as a "responsible" customer.. ehem ehem! ;P
alrite..without conscious, the movie was actually takes about 2hours. the show's end at 11.30pm..
huh! what a hot ( not really, but its not cool okay?!) condition in there! but we already paid so we have to watch it! luckily the story was good.
hurmm .. okay i think tats the story tat im not on purpose omit it..hehe..
bye :)
Sunday, February 11, 2007
2 days ago..
hello readers!
last saturday morning at 6 am i went to KLIA for welcoming. me with few frens have job to be done. we all have to welcome the tourist from itali.. "bonjourno.." tats the word, means "hello.." i am so blurry...and to be precise, i was so sleepy on tat day.. its different when i did the same job 2 weeks ago..still had a late sleep but dunno why i am so sleepy in tat morning...whoahhh! nemind..but still we did a good job! all the tourist love our culture.. we all wore the national cultural costume such as malay, chinese, indian, punjab, sabah n sarawak.. i wore chinese costume which i love so much..bcoz of one reason..its easy to wear, very easy to carry it, and dont need to wear many accessories ehehe..so lazy to wear and carry all the heavy and annoying things with u when u need to do job...
done..
we went back to kl (at MTC, Jalan Ampang)change our cloth get my pay and..ahh yea...so lega wann.. i took a cab and straight away go to my grandmom's house..i didnt go there for 2 weeks since my last visit..huh! what a granddaughter haa.. hehe..err..i am so bz actually..no...not really..bz with jads..but tats not all..actually i always "miskin"hihi...i dowan to juz go there, eat and chit chat with my opah..i really keen to give her some money as well as i want to give my parents too.. but..so sad..dunno why i always stuck in the middle of my expenses.. ;( really if its happen my life suddenly changed and i got lotsa money, for sure will give them every month..
still looking for new job, a little high salary than what i get now...hmm..i dont get that yet..i dont get enough of everything ..seems to be like that jer now..so sad lah..
nemind..
ohh okay..i was almost at my opah's place and b4 i reach her house, i went to cyber cafe nearby there juz to check email, myspace etc. i should've write my blog that day but im so lazy to type and plus the keyboard on that pc was stuck everywhere and its really turn me off to write even a single word...hurmm..
okay..be there accurately at 12pm. shake hand with my opah...have a lil chat with her b4 i went for ZzZzZz for 1 hour..huh! so sleepy..i was awake at about 1.30pm and there's a Hindi film with the title Mohabbatein starring of s.r.k and amitabh..i watch a lil while and feel like wanna continue my sleep..whoahh! then i heard my opah called me for lunch.. yea yea yea..i also feel so hungry coz i didnt eat yet since the morning..okay..i had lunch with her and continue watching hindi movie till i sleep back..ahahaha!
4pm- my sister, her hubby and her cute baby daughter come to my opah's house to visit her too.. yeay! my niece was there too..i missed her so very much! hehe..(my sis always mock at me that i only missing her daughter but never try to come to her house..eheheh..i admit tat..but i will never blame or mad at her ..) not enuff money maa..hehe
chit chat chit chat...yeah its 1730 already and then my other half, jads call me askin what time i will come back home. okay..then makteh's comin ..to do her job as a good daughter (hehe :p) dividing opah's medicine and labelled it following the med's name and put opah's appointment scehdule with doctor.. so kind of her kan..!
its 7pm..yeay! makteh told me tat pakteh agreed to give me a ride to my home at pandan..yeay yeay! hehe..save money again..ehehe..but..i have to company them to buy their things at tesco..hurmm..nemind..i'd love to go too as i never go there since it opened last year. so near but yet so hard for me to go...hehe...hate to go coz i dont have things in mind to shop...hehe..tats the main reason.. :p
okay..finish shopping...i have to buy some thing also e.g. eggs and a squirt..(i so teringin to eat peanut sauce with squirt) my mom teached me how to cook it..ehehe..i might cook it for jads...
(im a good chef y'all know...ehem! :p)...pakteh told me tat he is hungry and want to go to any mamak stall in pandan indah..so ive had to suggest him the place.. i told him to eat at steven corner since there is a suitable place..there's nowhere in pandan indah tat i think have a nice food..steven is nice but not tat nicer..the food was okay.. and the environment is happening!..hopes they like it! har har!
okay i have to follow them again..nemind since they give me a ride and also pay for me all things i intend to buy at tesco..ehehe.. :p furthermore..my uncle will treat me dinner pulaks..so its okay..but i feel so guilty and pity to my jads coz he said tat he is so hungry and not going back home yet coz hes waiting for me to eat together.. hurmm..sabar yea sayang..im sorry..
then finish had dinner with my auntie, uncle and my cousin rizal..(ehehe rizal also maa.. :p)
they send me home and i called jads to balik also..we had dinner together (again)..i did cooked at an indian soup called "rasem" at opah's, (since my opah dowan anybody other than me to cook tat soup..err.. huh! ) and i bring it back in a tupperware..coz i told him bout it, while he called me and he's like...bawak aa balik..hehehe..so i did.. fo my sayang... :p
we both spent our nite since the next day is sunday..its time for me to be with my sayang...ermm... hehehe..love him so bery much! he ate my rasem and said its tasty.. ehek! but he did ate all isha's (my housemate) food on the table..ehehe..my sayang is a good person..never waste a food..so good eater..! ehem.. :p but his tummy looks like a pregnant woman already ! aiyahh!
nemind..i still love him..
okay...we went sleep at 3am..so sleepy..since i didnt had enuf sleep for tat day..we both woke up at 1.30 on sunday... hehe alamaks! :p
okay..tats all..there's a thing tat i might write in here for the sunday story but i think i juz wanna let it go since ive promise i wont write anything bad again..and maybe there's a thing tat i might left in my storyline but the main thing i want to tell is what im doin on saturday and a lil bit on sunday..hehe..ohhh did i mention there's my old fren called me while i had my dinner with my auntie? ohh nemind..its not important..hehe..
okay bye..till next blog..
huarggghh ! so sleepy..again!
:)
last saturday morning at 6 am i went to KLIA for welcoming. me with few frens have job to be done. we all have to welcome the tourist from itali.. "bonjourno.." tats the word, means "hello.." i am so blurry...and to be precise, i was so sleepy on tat day.. its different when i did the same job 2 weeks ago..still had a late sleep but dunno why i am so sleepy in tat morning...whoahhh! nemind..but still we did a good job! all the tourist love our culture.. we all wore the national cultural costume such as malay, chinese, indian, punjab, sabah n sarawak.. i wore chinese costume which i love so much..bcoz of one reason..its easy to wear, very easy to carry it, and dont need to wear many accessories ehehe..so lazy to wear and carry all the heavy and annoying things with u when u need to do job...
done..
we went back to kl (at MTC, Jalan Ampang)change our cloth get my pay and..ahh yea...so lega wann.. i took a cab and straight away go to my grandmom's house..i didnt go there for 2 weeks since my last visit..huh! what a granddaughter haa.. hehe..err..i am so bz actually..no...not really..bz with jads..but tats not all..actually i always "miskin"hihi...i dowan to juz go there, eat and chit chat with my opah..i really keen to give her some money as well as i want to give my parents too.. but..so sad..dunno why i always stuck in the middle of my expenses.. ;( really if its happen my life suddenly changed and i got lotsa money, for sure will give them every month..
still looking for new job, a little high salary than what i get now...hmm..i dont get that yet..i dont get enough of everything ..seems to be like that jer now..so sad lah..
nemind..
ohh okay..i was almost at my opah's place and b4 i reach her house, i went to cyber cafe nearby there juz to check email, myspace etc. i should've write my blog that day but im so lazy to type and plus the keyboard on that pc was stuck everywhere and its really turn me off to write even a single word...hurmm..
okay..be there accurately at 12pm. shake hand with my opah...have a lil chat with her b4 i went for ZzZzZz for 1 hour..huh! so sleepy..i was awake at about 1.30pm and there's a Hindi film with the title Mohabbatein starring of s.r.k and amitabh..i watch a lil while and feel like wanna continue my sleep..whoahh! then i heard my opah called me for lunch.. yea yea yea..i also feel so hungry coz i didnt eat yet since the morning..okay..i had lunch with her and continue watching hindi movie till i sleep back..ahahaha!
4pm- my sister, her hubby and her cute baby daughter come to my opah's house to visit her too.. yeay! my niece was there too..i missed her so very much! hehe..(my sis always mock at me that i only missing her daughter but never try to come to her house..eheheh..i admit tat..but i will never blame or mad at her ..) not enuff money maa..hehe
chit chat chit chat...yeah its 1730 already and then my other half, jads call me askin what time i will come back home. okay..then makteh's comin ..to do her job as a good daughter (hehe :p) dividing opah's medicine and labelled it following the med's name and put opah's appointment scehdule with doctor.. so kind of her kan..!
its 7pm..yeay! makteh told me tat pakteh agreed to give me a ride to my home at pandan..yeay yeay! hehe..save money again..ehehe..but..i have to company them to buy their things at tesco..hurmm..nemind..i'd love to go too as i never go there since it opened last year. so near but yet so hard for me to go...hehe...hate to go coz i dont have things in mind to shop...hehe..tats the main reason.. :p
okay..finish shopping...i have to buy some thing also e.g. eggs and a squirt..(i so teringin to eat peanut sauce with squirt) my mom teached me how to cook it..ehehe..i might cook it for jads...
(im a good chef y'all know...ehem! :p)...pakteh told me tat he is hungry and want to go to any mamak stall in pandan indah..so ive had to suggest him the place.. i told him to eat at steven corner since there is a suitable place..there's nowhere in pandan indah tat i think have a nice food..steven is nice but not tat nicer..the food was okay.. and the environment is happening!..hopes they like it! har har!
okay i have to follow them again..nemind since they give me a ride and also pay for me all things i intend to buy at tesco..ehehe.. :p furthermore..my uncle will treat me dinner pulaks..so its okay..but i feel so guilty and pity to my jads coz he said tat he is so hungry and not going back home yet coz hes waiting for me to eat together.. hurmm..sabar yea sayang..im sorry..
then finish had dinner with my auntie, uncle and my cousin rizal..(ehehe rizal also maa.. :p)
they send me home and i called jads to balik also..we had dinner together (again)..i did cooked at an indian soup called "rasem" at opah's, (since my opah dowan anybody other than me to cook tat soup..err.. huh! ) and i bring it back in a tupperware..coz i told him bout it, while he called me and he's like...bawak aa balik..hehehe..so i did.. fo my sayang... :p
we both spent our nite since the next day is sunday..its time for me to be with my sayang...ermm... hehehe..love him so bery much! he ate my rasem and said its tasty.. ehek! but he did ate all isha's (my housemate) food on the table..ehehe..my sayang is a good person..never waste a food..so good eater..! ehem.. :p but his tummy looks like a pregnant woman already ! aiyahh!
nemind..i still love him..
okay...we went sleep at 3am..so sleepy..since i didnt had enuf sleep for tat day..we both woke up at 1.30 on sunday... hehe alamaks! :p
okay..tats all..there's a thing tat i might write in here for the sunday story but i think i juz wanna let it go since ive promise i wont write anything bad again..and maybe there's a thing tat i might left in my storyline but the main thing i want to tell is what im doin on saturday and a lil bit on sunday..hehe..ohhh did i mention there's my old fren called me while i had my dinner with my auntie? ohh nemind..its not important..hehe..
okay bye..till next blog..
huarggghh ! so sleepy..again!
:)
Friday, February 9, 2007
today..afternoon..
Writer(s): kaempfert/singleton/snyder
Strangers in the night exchanging glances
Wondring in the night
What were the chances wed be sharing love
Before the night was through.
Something in your eyes was so inviting,
Something in you smile was so exciting,
Something in my heart,
Told me I must have you.
Strangers in the night, two lonely people
We were strangers in the night
Up to the moment
When we said our first hello.
Little did we know
Love was just a glance away,
A warm embracing dance away and -
Ever since that night weve been together.
Lovers at first sight, in love forever.
It turned out so right,
For strangers in the night.
singer: Frank Sinatra
yeah..im listening to this song right now..together with this song;
Love of my life
you've hurt me
You've broken my heart and now you leave me
Love of my life can't you see
Bring it back, bring it back
Don't take it away from me
Because you don't know
What it means to me
Love of my life
don't leave me
You've stolen my heart and now desert me
Love of my life can't you see
Bring it back, bring it backDon't take it away from me
Because you don't know
What it means to me
You will remember
When this is blown over
And everything's all by the way
When I grow older
I will be there at your side to remind you
How I still love you
I still love you
Back hurry back please bring it back home to me
Because you don't know
What it means to me
Love of my life
Love of my life
singer: Queen - Love of My Life
and... this song..
Ive got you under my skin
Ive got you deep in the heart of me
So deep in my heart, that youre really a part of me
Ive got you under my skin
Ive tried so not to give in
Ive said to myself this affair never will go so well
But why should I try to resist,
when baby will I know than well
That Ive got you under my skin
Id sacrifice anything come what might
For the sake of having you near
In spite of a warning voice that comes in the night
And repeats, repeats in my ear
Dont you know you fool, you never can win
Use your mentality, wake up to reality
But each time I do, just the thought of you
Makes me stop before I begin
cause Ive got you under my skin
singer: Frank sinatra
yea..
it was so nice to hear this three song..really..and it must be because it given by my Jads.. hehe :"> what? perasan thingy aa? ohh i dont care laa...even maybe he has no intention to tackle my heart after what happened this past few days..but i still think he do this because of it. i dont care.. what ever the reason actually..hehe.. jads was so nice to me..
i am the one who always create a problem between us. so pity him..he must really2 got "bersabar" with his stubborn, negative and jealousy girlfren.. ;( i am so sorry sayang..i didnt mean it..really..all I know is i really love u..and i am a bit temper.. err..hmm.. ;( tats not healthy!
Ohh Ya Allah ! I really hope my relationship with Jads will last forever..no more big fighting, no more misunderstanding, no more *shit* jealousy.. what must have in this relationship is trustworthy, loving, caring and everything tat can make we both happy and peace ever after Ya Allah.. Amin..
yea..and the songs remain playing its nice tune and lovely lyrics while im typing this blog.. ahh.. so relieveable..i am so relieved now..i hope it will go last and no more dilemma..
please please yea..i dont want to write a saddy2 blog again..after this all tat i want to write is about a happiness and joyable i have with jads.. tats all..ohh ya..not to forget..about everything tat i could put in my next writing..hehe.. :) food, frens, travelling (of coz!), family, Jads and me..
yea yea..hehe..! ;)
ohh im so full now..burppp..alhamdulillah... thanx to isha ;) nice cookin..keep it up my fren ( my housemate actually..)
till we meet again!
:)
Strangers in the night exchanging glances
Wondring in the night
What were the chances wed be sharing love
Before the night was through.
Something in your eyes was so inviting,
Something in you smile was so exciting,
Something in my heart,
Told me I must have you.
Strangers in the night, two lonely people
We were strangers in the night
Up to the moment
When we said our first hello.
Little did we know
Love was just a glance away,
A warm embracing dance away and -
Ever since that night weve been together.
Lovers at first sight, in love forever.
It turned out so right,
For strangers in the night.
singer: Frank Sinatra
yeah..im listening to this song right now..together with this song;
Love of my life
you've hurt me
You've broken my heart and now you leave me
Love of my life can't you see
Bring it back, bring it back
Don't take it away from me
Because you don't know
What it means to me
Love of my life
don't leave me
You've stolen my heart and now desert me
Love of my life can't you see
Bring it back, bring it backDon't take it away from me
Because you don't know
What it means to me
You will remember
When this is blown over
And everything's all by the way
When I grow older
I will be there at your side to remind you
How I still love you
I still love you
Back hurry back please bring it back home to me
Because you don't know
What it means to me
Love of my life
Love of my life
singer: Queen - Love of My Life
and... this song..
Ive got you under my skin
Ive got you deep in the heart of me
So deep in my heart, that youre really a part of me
Ive got you under my skin
Ive tried so not to give in
Ive said to myself this affair never will go so well
But why should I try to resist,
when baby will I know than well
That Ive got you under my skin
Id sacrifice anything come what might
For the sake of having you near
In spite of a warning voice that comes in the night
And repeats, repeats in my ear
Dont you know you fool, you never can win
Use your mentality, wake up to reality
But each time I do, just the thought of you
Makes me stop before I begin
cause Ive got you under my skin
singer: Frank sinatra
yea..
it was so nice to hear this three song..really..and it must be because it given by my Jads.. hehe :"> what? perasan thingy aa? ohh i dont care laa...even maybe he has no intention to tackle my heart after what happened this past few days..but i still think he do this because of it. i dont care.. what ever the reason actually..hehe.. jads was so nice to me..
i am the one who always create a problem between us. so pity him..he must really2 got "bersabar" with his stubborn, negative and jealousy girlfren.. ;( i am so sorry sayang..i didnt mean it..really..all I know is i really love u..and i am a bit temper.. err..hmm.. ;( tats not healthy!
Ohh Ya Allah ! I really hope my relationship with Jads will last forever..no more big fighting, no more misunderstanding, no more *shit* jealousy.. what must have in this relationship is trustworthy, loving, caring and everything tat can make we both happy and peace ever after Ya Allah.. Amin..
yea..and the songs remain playing its nice tune and lovely lyrics while im typing this blog.. ahh.. so relieveable..i am so relieved now..i hope it will go last and no more dilemma..
please please yea..i dont want to write a saddy2 blog again..after this all tat i want to write is about a happiness and joyable i have with jads.. tats all..ohh ya..not to forget..about everything tat i could put in my next writing..hehe.. :) food, frens, travelling (of coz!), family, Jads and me..
yea yea..hehe..! ;)
ohh im so full now..burppp..alhamdulillah... thanx to isha ;) nice cookin..keep it up my fren ( my housemate actually..)
till we meet again!
:)
Thursday, February 8, 2007
yesterday..
err..hi.. :">
ok again on today..i'll write with all my spirit in it..hehe..err..ok..
yesterday the situation between me and him seems to be okay.. not a lil bit..but a lots of happiness which is i really dont expect it will be happen so fast. Thanx Allah! alhamdulillah..
will try my very best to make sure all the bad thingy and all this "gaduh2" not to be repeated again..
once he put his feet into the house he straight away come and hug me tight..which i tot i lost it for these past few sad days..so gloomy day for me..hurmm ;(
ohh okay..so..everything seems to be back to normal again..i hope..yeah..myself also..MUST to take care of my words, behave nicely..err..im trying okay..? in fact im doin it everyday..juz because ONE simple and easy reason..I LOVE JADS..
there's juz a single thing tat really bother my mind..is this relatship will goin to be smooth till the end as expected by us? IF..both of us still stick to our own egoistic principal..hurmm..somebody has to compromise for the sake of the relatship.. yeah..! if tat so..God! its maybe myself..yeah..me..if its has to be..its all up to me..yes?
hmmm.. yes.. i think..
okay..he's online now..hopes everything will be juz finey..u know what? its so tiring to get in fighting again..so wasting of energy and tears..no! its not a waste! but..it comes from heart....my heart which is belong to me..The heart tat I'll give to thee - the one and only..My Jads..
so..i'll continue writing soon.. see ya..
:)
ok again on today..i'll write with all my spirit in it..hehe..err..ok..
yesterday the situation between me and him seems to be okay.. not a lil bit..but a lots of happiness which is i really dont expect it will be happen so fast. Thanx Allah! alhamdulillah..
will try my very best to make sure all the bad thingy and all this "gaduh2" not to be repeated again..
once he put his feet into the house he straight away come and hug me tight..which i tot i lost it for these past few sad days..so gloomy day for me..hurmm ;(
ohh okay..so..everything seems to be back to normal again..i hope..yeah..myself also..MUST to take care of my words, behave nicely..err..im trying okay..? in fact im doin it everyday..juz because ONE simple and easy reason..I LOVE JADS..
there's juz a single thing tat really bother my mind..is this relatship will goin to be smooth till the end as expected by us? IF..both of us still stick to our own egoistic principal..hurmm..somebody has to compromise for the sake of the relatship.. yeah..! if tat so..God! its maybe myself..yeah..me..if its has to be..its all up to me..yes?
hmmm.. yes.. i think..
okay..he's online now..hopes everything will be juz finey..u know what? its so tiring to get in fighting again..so wasting of energy and tears..no! its not a waste! but..it comes from heart....my heart which is belong to me..The heart tat I'll give to thee - the one and only..My Jads..
so..i'll continue writing soon.. see ya..
:)
Wednesday, February 7, 2007
a week ago..
a week ago..
when there were a happiness in me and jads. well..this is my first time after 6 years.. intro..yeah the intro usually must come out with hi, hello, date, etc2..
ahh what? continue it now lah awin.. ok..ok..
at this moment..
dont u ever cry in here.. how? when i express my feeling, for sure i will cry.. ops..not about everything la.. erm..but bout this thingy. hmm..okay okay..lets start it now awin..
ahh..a call..from jads..hurmm..worried eh? hehe..well now a thin smile on my face.. thanks God!
ok ok..lets start!
dunno la aiyah! hurmm..ok..now i am at office..not doing my work but..creating my new blog..why? i want to express my feeling..why is it? hurmm..coz there's a person who dont want to hear me.. i am "mak nenek" remember tat awin? yeah.. :( ok ok..dont start awin! let it go!
OK !!!!!!
enuf enuf!! whats the nonsense am i talking now? eh? writing laa..haha ok ok..ngok ngek tul!
dig in myself..deeper n deeper..! am i unable to express it now? plss..i beg u awin..let it go ! dont think about this "sedih2' thingy! ok? ok...
ok..last nite i went for a big fight again with him. what a mess..! yea yea..i am guilty..maybe? but.. cant i have my own feeling bout what im thinking for this thing - relationship.. im in love now..honey! really..i dont lie.. i can see future with him..but..why ? ahhhh! dowan to think why.. im juz plain tired of love! broken my own heart! isit my fault also? no no noo..no at all..yea yaa..but not at all !
hurmm..enuf lah..hehe..actually when trying something new, for sure there's a problem kan? nemind..
see...!can u see tat?! suddenly a popup ym window from a long time ago fren..where the hell on earth he came from? suddenly appeared on my pc screen? oppss an office pc..hehe.. ok ok..this guy so menyebok lah.. forget bout him win..ok ok ..haih!
stupid u ! weeee...why u buzzing him ngok? ahhh juz wanna be a friendly person maa..he juz now saying tat im so sombong! since im with..jads:) what the heck! but err..maybe agaknye..hehe *shy* no laa..!
ok ok..hmm..so susah to start eh..nemind..go n try ur very best awin..! malaysia boleh! r u malaysian? hahaha..ye la ngok! no no..im mexican..hehe..kidding.! haih! i rotan u win! start now lahh..!!!
yelah yelahh..nak warm up dulu pun takleh..huhu!
alahh..to be continue a eh? pleazinggggg !
YEA YEA YEA...!~
err..hehe.. ;)
when there were a happiness in me and jads. well..this is my first time after 6 years.. intro..yeah the intro usually must come out with hi, hello, date, etc2..
ahh what? continue it now lah awin.. ok..ok..
at this moment..
dont u ever cry in here.. how? when i express my feeling, for sure i will cry.. ops..not about everything la.. erm..but bout this thingy. hmm..okay okay..lets start it now awin..
ahh..a call..from jads..hurmm..worried eh? hehe..well now a thin smile on my face.. thanks God!
ok ok..lets start!
dunno la aiyah! hurmm..ok..now i am at office..not doing my work but..creating my new blog..why? i want to express my feeling..why is it? hurmm..coz there's a person who dont want to hear me.. i am "mak nenek" remember tat awin? yeah.. :( ok ok..dont start awin! let it go!
OK !!!!!!
enuf enuf!! whats the nonsense am i talking now? eh? writing laa..haha ok ok..ngok ngek tul!
dig in myself..deeper n deeper..! am i unable to express it now? plss..i beg u awin..let it go ! dont think about this "sedih2' thingy! ok? ok...
ok..last nite i went for a big fight again with him. what a mess..! yea yea..i am guilty..maybe? but.. cant i have my own feeling bout what im thinking for this thing - relationship.. im in love now..honey! really..i dont lie.. i can see future with him..but..why ? ahhhh! dowan to think why.. im juz plain tired of love! broken my own heart! isit my fault also? no no noo..no at all..yea yaa..but not at all !
hurmm..enuf lah..hehe..actually when trying something new, for sure there's a problem kan? nemind..
see...!can u see tat?! suddenly a popup ym window from a long time ago fren..where the hell on earth he came from? suddenly appeared on my pc screen? oppss an office pc..hehe.. ok ok..this guy so menyebok lah.. forget bout him win..ok ok ..haih!
stupid u ! weeee...why u buzzing him ngok? ahhh juz wanna be a friendly person maa..he juz now saying tat im so sombong! since im with..jads:) what the heck! but err..maybe agaknye..hehe *shy* no laa..!
ok ok..hmm..so susah to start eh..nemind..go n try ur very best awin..! malaysia boleh! r u malaysian? hahaha..ye la ngok! no no..im mexican..hehe..kidding.! haih! i rotan u win! start now lahh..!!!
yelah yelahh..nak warm up dulu pun takleh..huhu!
alahh..to be continue a eh? pleazinggggg !
YEA YEA YEA...!~
err..hehe.. ;)
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