everywhere...chaos!

hmm hello..hai..readers!
err..urghh..hmm..i think its been a long time after my last post huh?!

hmm..yeah..i got no time to write actually..so bz with things i dont actually aware of it that came into my life at this time..its a long2 story..

first, there's an internet problem at my office (oohh forget to inform, me at cc while writing this topic..with my clothe wet n me self got migrain since last 2 days..urgghh~!!*sigh*) after the changes of billing owner for the phone line..this is automatically will temporarily off the internet line which they( the TM & their slow technical staff told me..) said will continue online after 3 working days.. what the heck !! at last, until this second we dont receive any internet line in our office..there's no connection at all..ohh yea..and..maybe coz there's a few biggy problem coming in after that..hmm..

i'm in dilemma now..dont know wat to do..i am in future will be unemployed.. :(( hmm.. there's a few problem at my working place...chaos everywhere ..my office will be shifted to somewhere in subang or shah alam..arghh! juz dont want to know..its juz tat..its too far for me to go work there..and i have no choice..have to resign n find new other job that might takes few days( if im lucky) or a few months or mayb a year to get new job !! ( ohhh!! im a dead meat!!!)

hurmm..its a bad bad moment for me..got damn bad fever this few days..me n jadam..both got sick..so pity us.. :( ohh uhmm..mayb a bit lucky coz there's a person that will be with me if i get myself jobless soon.. :( jads jads..thanx a lot honey..! thanx coz be with me now.. im so bless..!

ooh God..i really hope things will change soon..i hope will get job not so late coz i dowan to depends on jads..and other person maybe..hurmm ..so sad ! i will try my very best to find new job..and struggling to go for interview..! ohhh ..i really hope things and situation will change soon.. lately so many "ujian" that come into my life..i juz have to be rational, "redha" and find the solution.. ;( its okay.,.its a test for me..its a test awin !remember that!

hmm okay ..i feel so cold..and i dont feel okay..feel like wanna have my blanket and have a nap.. my cloth are wet and i might get flu tonite.. i have to go to doc and get some medicine for me and jads..

until next time..

bye all..