.:: the nature that articulate ::.

there is sturdy hill far far away

with blue skies and white clouds
verdant lake, make me calm
as far as the eye can see
stunning..

and here, the river flows.. serene
with no hazy clouds, below the foliage,
among the cold leafy, fresh & clean air
my heart is melting..

the artee in me [sila ketawa]

ok, sy merasa boring dengan ketiadaan aktiviti pada malam hari. hendak berparty sosial? ohh saya sudah tua [again, correction.. matang ye tua tu lambat lagi], hendak melakukan charity? saya tiada jumlah pendapatan yg kukuh, [beramal ibadat tu mampu lah saya, tu pun kadang2 sy tertinggal :">], hendak bersenam di kala malam? ohh sangat jauh skali. [sy cuma mampu melakukannye dipagi hari tu pun kadang2 miss apetah lagi dikala malam bulan mengambang]

jadi pd satu hari, sy pun mengorek tabung berjalan menuju "the store" pandan indah dengan semangat berkobar2 untuk membeli sketch pad, water kaler dan juga alatan2 yg sewaktu dengannye. nak beli acrylic & canvas blom kemampuan. beli je le kertas lukisan budak2 sekolah itu..

ok.. jadi dengan muka happy & bangga tak terkata, maka sy memulakan hobby paling baru sy kala ini. semuanya gara2 kebosanan melanda.. actually i didnt do sketching & water colouring for quite long while. last skali masa umo 16-17. skolah lagi. masa tu sangat rajin, siap buat bisnes lukisan. [macamkan lawa benor lukisan i, smpai budak2 rajin membelinye. sy jua heran.. tp kerna bisnes, ku turutkan jua..ngeheehehe..] tapi sekarang pun macam lawa sangat. ahh takpe. saya banggee. kerana berjaya mendapatkan sebuah hobi. bukan setakat hobi kumpul setem ye sedara sekalian..

jadi, ya..inilah hasilnya setakat ini. hasil lukisan bekas budak sekolah..ekekeke! scope lukisan sy tidak tertumpu pada portraiture aje or scenery aje. asalkan ade depan mata, sy bedal aje. skrg sy tgh pkir, hendak melukis muka bf sy. harap2 jangan la hasilnya nanti macam muka rajni khan. alamatnya saya harus disuruhnya kawin dgn si rajni nanti...haremmm..!

byes~!

fatal accident

i am on my way to office at 8.30am this morning by cab thru jalan ampang heading to jelatek street. there is fatal accident between motorcycle and i dont know what is other transportation that engross with. it was just happened few minutes before i pass by the place, the taxi driver drove slower to take a look. there's no ambulance yet and people are not so crowd so i can easily see the victim. it was so scary that i can see the motorcyclist body was rest down the road..dead. Oh My God ! it was so so scary !! i almost cant see his face because its like hashed inside his helmet. blood is all over the place. O My! suddenly, i feel all my body 'melting down' and weaky.. I said to the taxi drviver "abang dah la abang, bawak terus, jangan slow. saya dah tak sanggup nak tengok!" and he did. (lagi satu i ni mabuk darah. i cant see blood, tetibe rasa nak pitam)

i almost crying. i still imagine the body. i think its indian man, 30-40 in age. his body is quite big. Ya Allah, please protect us. please make myself calm.. then i recite Ayatul Qursi and slowly i feel relax and tranquil. i dont know why, everytime i recite Ayatul Qursi, i will feel even better for myself. i've always do recite it when ever i feel scared, not calm, long distance, before i sleep, before i start work, on the plane, hehehe and in any job i do. i feel that i and everyone around me at that time are save from harm..

to everyone who drive, who use any transportation to go anywhere, to anybody who use public transportation, please be extra cautious and careful at wherever you are. love yourself and family. do remember the loved ones and people who loved you.

take care people.

love, awin