fatal accident

i am on my way to office at 8.30am this morning by cab thru jalan ampang heading to jelatek street. there is fatal accident between motorcycle and i dont know what is other transportation that engross with. it was just happened few minutes before i pass by the place, the taxi driver drove slower to take a look. there's no ambulance yet and people are not so crowd so i can easily see the victim. it was so scary that i can see the motorcyclist body was rest down the road..dead. Oh My God ! it was so so scary !! i almost cant see his face because its like hashed inside his helmet. blood is all over the place. O My! suddenly, i feel all my body 'melting down' and weaky.. I said to the taxi drviver "abang dah la abang, bawak terus, jangan slow. saya dah tak sanggup nak tengok!" and he did. (lagi satu i ni mabuk darah. i cant see blood, tetibe rasa nak pitam)

i almost crying. i still imagine the body. i think its indian man, 30-40 in age. his body is quite big. Ya Allah, please protect us. please make myself calm.. then i recite Ayatul Qursi and slowly i feel relax and tranquil. i dont know why, everytime i recite Ayatul Qursi, i will feel even better for myself. i've always do recite it when ever i feel scared, not calm, long distance, before i sleep, before i start work, on the plane, hehehe and in any job i do. i feel that i and everyone around me at that time are save from harm..

to everyone who drive, who use any transportation to go anywhere, to anybody who use public transportation, please be extra cautious and careful at wherever you are. love yourself and family. do remember the loved ones and people who loved you.

take care people.

love, awin